The Reason I Blog

"You will have significant experiences. I hope you will write them down and keep a record of them, that you will read them from time to time and refresh your memory of those meaningful and significant things. Some may be funny. Some may be significant only to you. Some of them may be sacred and quietly beautiful. Some may build one upon another until they represent a lifetime of special experiences." -- Gordon B. Hinckley

Saturday, April 20, 2013

Easter 2013

We had a great Easter this year.  We colored eggs with cousins on Saturday and they went through over 5 dozen eggs in a half hour!  It was very chaotic and we all ended up pretty colorful but it was lots of fun! 




We also enjoyed the annual candy hunt at the Gillespies.  The kids loved it, but Afton was pretty confused when they dumped her candy on the floor to sort it all...  :)
 


Easter morning the girls had a great time digging through their baskets and finding a bunch of candy and money filled eggs.  They're saving all their pennies for a trip to Disneyland.  :)



 




We even went to church all together for the first time since Hazel was born and survived with minimal crying.  :)



Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Hazel's Story


Hazel Gillespie
March 14, 2013
7 lbs. 3 oz.   19 in.


This pregnancy was more difficult for me than the other two.  I had low iron, bad heart palpitations, and terrible sciatica, so even though I wasn't due until March 26th, once March 1st hit I was ready to have this baby.  I was really hoping for 3-13-13 so Shelly came in that day (on her day off!) to check me and strip my membranes.  I made it through the rest of the work day with minimal contractions and started thinking very seriously that I'd be pregnant for another week.  I spent some time jumping on the trampoline after work (which I'd done a couple times before) but still, contractions weren't consistent.

We ate dinner and headed to the store for some groceries and finally, the contractions really started!  They were painful and about 3 minutes apart so we finished shopping, headed home and called Grandma to come sleep over so we could go to the hospital.

We got checked in and I got checked about 9 pm and was devastated when she said I hadn't progressed since my check earlier that day.  I was still 4 cm and 70% effaced.  Now I was worried they were going to send me home!  I had an hour of monitoring and thankfully, I was now 5 cm and completely effaced so we were definitely staying to have a baby!



We knew we weren't gonna hit 3-13-13 at this point so we relaxed, I got my IV and epidural and we attempted to take a nap.  All the sudden, my contractions were MUCH stronger and closer to together--almost right on top of each other.  The nurse checked me again and I was 6 cm.  She guessed that I was in transition and that I was going to be completed dilated quickly based on the amount of pain I was in.  They re-dosed my epidural 2 more times and it didn't help at all.  I thought I was going to die for sure.  Finally, after a third dose increase I started to feel better.  The nurse came back to check me a few minutes later and I was a 10!  I was shocked!  They were right when they said the epidural can't keep up if you transition too quickly.




By this point I was REALLY numb so we were all skeptical about my pushing capabilities.  They had me do a "trial push" and realized she was literally on her way out!  One push later and our sweet Hazel was here.









The girls are completely in love with Hazel, as are we. Welcome to the world tiny!

Saturday, February 23, 2013

Afton's Two!

Poor Afton was feeling a little sick on her birthday but we made the most of it.  We still had lots of fun.  We spent the day looking at the animals at the pet store (a winter time favorite around here), picking out balloons at the party store, riding the car toys at Chuck-E-Cheese and, of course, eating lots of her favorite things.

 









Dearest Afton, you are about to become the “middle child”.  Rumor has it that can be hard at times.  I hope you never feel forgotten.  You will always be an essential part of our family.  You are our sweet Afton and your sister’s best friend.  We all adore you today, tomorrow, and forever.  Happy Birthday!

Monday, January 21, 2013

Kawasaki's

Right now it feels like we'll never forget the details about Sadie's sickness and hospitalization but I'm sure as time goes on we will so I wanted to document it.

The day after Thanksgiving Sadie developed a weird rash while playing with cousins.  It was really rough, red and sand paper like.


It was on her stomach, back, arms and legs, even her face and ears.  We gave her some Benadryl and didn't think much else of it until later that night when it had gotten worse. We debated about taking her to an Instacare, but she had no other symptoms and said it didn't even itch so we left it alone and sent her to bed.

About midnight, she woke up throwing up and screaming that her body hurt--bad enough that she wouldn't let us hold her.  It was so bizarre.  The ER doc said the rash looked like a classic strep throat rash but when her test was negative he sent her home and said it was probably a viral illness and that it would take a few days to go away but to just watch and wait.  Thanks for that $900 visit...

the only time she gets to sleep in mom and dad's bed


She was progressively worsening over the weekend with higher fevers, spreading rash, SUPER tired (2 naps a day) and abdominal pain so she got a blessing Sunday and we took her in to be seen at the clinic as soon as it opened on Monday.  By that morning, her skin and eyes were slightly yellow (sign of liver problems or Mono), her abdominal pain was worse, fever at 103 and she hadn't had any solid food in 2 days.  They ordered some blood tests to check for infection, liver problems, the Mono virus and CMV (a virus very similar to mono).  Her symptoms were classic Mono or CMV so we were pretty certain one would be positive, but they were both negative.  We were especially happy the CMV was negative since that can be very bad if our unborn baby were to get it, but now we were back at square one with a very sick kid and no answers.

 second nap of the day and it was only lunch time


After consulting with GI and Infectious Disease, we did a few more blood tests, an ultrasound and urine and stool tests to try and figure this out.  After the mono and CMV were negative, we thought it could be Hepatitis A, but she'd been vaccinated against that and of course, it was negative.  Everything was negative and she just wasn't getting better.

At this point we decided it was best to admit her to the hospital since she'd had symptoms for a whole week without a known cause.  The first 2 days in the hospital were pretty hard for her.  Her IV, blood tests and blood cultures were especially rough and you could tell she just didn't feel good.  She tried so hard to be brave and friendly to the dozens of doctors and nurses, but all she wanted to do was color, watch TV or sleep.

 trying hard to be brave at the hospital



We were so glad we admitted her when we did--we had a cause!  She was diagnosed with Kawasaki's Disease.  It's a pretty mean disease that presents with a rash, high fevers lasting longer than 5 days, swollen lymph nodes, bloodshot eyes, chapped lips and peeling hands and/or feet.   The scary part is that if left untreated, it can do damage to her heart and coronary arteries.  The good part is that they know how to get rid of it. They treated her with tylenol and ibuprofen for the fevers and then IV Immunoglobulin to get rid of the Kawasaki's.  She also got an echo cardiogram to make sure there was no damage to her heart.  They said the best time for treatment is day 7-9 and we were admitted on day 8 so we felt blessed that everything happened the way it did.

we colored A LOT

Her first night there, about half way through the IV treatment, (approx 1:00 am) she spiked a 104 fever and could not go back to sleep.  She was awake and ready to play!  We colored and watched a movie before finally going back to bed about 3:00 am.  Combine that with vitals being taken every half hour and it made for a very long night...

1:00 am coloring and sticker party



Thankfully, the rest of the stay was uneventful.  She did spike another fever the next night but it wasn't as high and it came down a lot faster than the previous one.  She had to go 24 hours without a fever to be sure they'd gotten rid of the Kawasaki's and they needed to make sure she started eating and drinking like normal again since she wouldn't eat for so long, so the rest of the stay was mostly just watching her slowly get back to her normal self.  Four very long days later, we got to go home!

bored of her room by this point... 



Going home!!



The peeling skin on her fingers and toes lasted about 3 weeks afterward and we've had plenty of follow up appointments with her Pediatrician, Cardiologist and Infectious Disease doctors to make sure everything is officially resolved.  $21,000 later and we're just about done!

 Her peeling toes 2 weeks later


We are just SO glad to have our Sadie back to normal and so glad it's something that was treated and done and we don't have to worry about it coming back! 

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Christmas 2012

Our holidays started off pretty rocky with Sadie being admitted to the hospital...  We lost about 2 weeks worth of celebrating since she was sick for 11 days.  Once she was released, we felt SO overwhelmed with everything we still needed to get done for Christmas!  Of course, it all worked out and we had a fabulous Christmas--free of sick kids.  :)

A couple days after being home from the hospital we went down to Riverwoods to see the lights and Santa.



 love this look of wonder.  love these girls


 Sadie was all business and told Santa she wanted LaLaLoopsy dolls right away.  Afton could NOT stop talking about Santa all day.  She was SO excited... until she was on his lap.  NOT a fan.  Sadie took over and told him what to bring her. 


A few days later we went to see the Christmas lights at Thanksgiving Point.  The girls were in awe of all the lights and SO excited to be out of their car seats.



It was finally starting to feel like Christmas!


 Christmas Day

 Seeing what Santa brought




Looking through stockings


 They were excited about EVERYTHING.  


 Afton had a small giant come-apart when we tried to take her away from her stocking to open presents.  This is what Christmas morning is supposed to look like, right??  :)


 She calmed down once she opened a couple of Elmo toys but still kept crying and begging to go back to her stocking.  So the 3 of us continued opening presents and Afton sat at the table with her stocking...  Funny kid.




The rest of the day we enjoyed time opening presents with both families and we crashed that night feeling blessed and spoiled and happy. 

Merry Christmas!